Honestly didn't think I'd get back to writing on here. Either today or tomorrow or any other day. I hope that I continue.
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I guess I have a low tolerance for social interaction. By that I don't mean that I particularly don't like social interaction (though I'd be lying if this wasn't at least part of my explanation) but rather I just don't need to see a lot of people on a daily basis. I put myself down a lot I guess and so it just makes it easier to be around people that I know won't question me too much.
Why wouldn't I go out to the bar tonight with my roommate? What do I really have to be afraid of? The odd looks I feel that people give me? Being exposed as what I think that I am? Its going on about a month, maybe a bit longer since I've had any sort of major social interaction.
I think I'm just happier doing what I want to do rather than being stuck with what everyone else wants to do. If I'm not having fun whats the point really? Its not like these are the only years I'll be able to hang out with people and do stuff. I have so much of my life in front of me and it will undoubtedly be filled with better social interactions.
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Unreal that FX just has the Waterboy playing on twice in a row.
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I guess thats all for today. Maybe tomorrow I'll try some short creative writing thing...instead of doing finals work
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