"Well what the fuck" I thought on this evening as the TV played on the background. Another night at home disappointed in what my evening turned out to be. Its a movie I've seen a few times. Funny enough but wouldn't I be happier watching something like the Matrix? Probably.
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Are we all doomed to be stuck in an infinite cycle of feeling beholden to others? I feel like we are as everyone is just so self-serving. I mean, I know I am but I dont screw people over or do some of the stupid shit that others do to just make it obvious that we don't care. Sometimes, I do zone out and just kind of nod along but everyone else does as well. I get tired of being the one that asks everyone to repeat what they said when I talk it just gets ignored. Its all contradictions. It's all sideways and turtles all the way down.
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I pray for Sunday every weekend. I love watching football but I should always be doing homework. Its a habit I guess. But right now, I just need to kill a bit more time so I can make my way to my room and watch what I want to before I go to bed. Wish there was more Walking Dead but what're you going to do
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